Deadman walking

Felt like a deadman after met my boss. He loves to review my performance bi-weekly and turn out the result is .... he found that I still have to improve my intuitive sense in analysis operational flow, even many documents or information show the existence of the flow, if it doesn't make sense, I have to question it before draw down the conclusion. Simply speaking, don't trust on what you read but think it deep and twice. I admit that it is one of my weakness points (exclude the part that I don't have solid experience on ERP and Supply Chain subject) so that I agreed with his comments this time. As long as he already fired 2 new comers and 1 long-term staff in 1 month, I may feel a bit worry ... will I be the next one? :P

SO ......................... after the meeting, I decided to take a walk alone. Even I have to carry a bag weighted over 3 lbs, I did walk my way to home. It is really interesting to spot many nice and quiet living estates near my office, there is no any tall buildings but grows many trees near them. It is definitely a place for me to relief my stress. It drews my attention to something new so that I forgot the worry, hahhaha. I just looked like a backpacker to travel alone in a strange place. Too bad I didn't have a camera so that I can take the picture. At that moment, I do think that I should get my dream snap shot camera. I fall for this little baby when I touched it in Julia's wedding (as Wing got one). It was too expensive but it is affortable now. I promised myself, I will buy this as my BD gift [laugh loudly].

If .......... well........ my boss do fire me, I think it is not a big deal. Why I drew this conclusion, .... I got such thought after listen this song in my way home...sure this song can apply on MANY CASES .. like .. lost wallet, dog screw me, scolded by my mum or my dog ..... ate dirty food to make me feeling sick ... hahhaha. well ..... serious, I love this song coz' It gives me an insight to look the bad things in another way. Noone can make me feeling bad but only me. Being positive! [yuck] very old fashion wording :P

落花流水 作曲：Eric Kwok / Eason Chan｜填詞：黃偉文｜編曲：Eric Kwok / Jerald｜監製：Eric Kwok / Jerald / Eason Chan
流水　像清得沒帶半顆沙
前身　被擱在上游風化
但那天經過那條提壩
斜陽又返照閃一下　
遇上一朵　落花
相遇　就此擁著最愛歸家
生活　別過份地童話化
故事　假使短過這　五月落霞
沒有需要　驚詫
流水很清楚　惜花這個責任
真的身份不過送運
這趟旅行若算開心
亦是無負這一生
水點　蒸發變做白雲
花瓣　飄落下游生根
淡淡交會過　各不留下印
流水　在山谷下再次分岔
情感　漸化做淡然優雅
自覺心境已有如明鏡
為何為天降的稀客　
泛過一點　浪花
天下　並非只是有這朵花
不用　為故事下文牽掛
要是　彼此都有些　既定路程
學會灑脫　好嗎
流水很清楚　惜花這個責任
真的身份不過送運
這趟旅行若算開心
亦是無負這一生
水點　蒸發變做白雲花
瓣　飄落下游生根
命運敲定了　要這麼發生
講分開　可否不再　用憾事的口吻
習慣無常　才會慶幸
講真　天涯途上　誰是客散席時　怎麼分
流水很清楚　惜花這個責任
真的身份不過送運
這趟旅行若算開心
亦是無負這一生
水點　蒸發變做白雲
花瓣　飄落下游生根
淡淡交會過　各不留下印
但是經歷過　最溫柔共震

My friend ming said that it is not healthy if my friend seldom left me message on my blog. Sometimes, I wonder........ noone read it , kakakkaaka. If you are my friend, after you read this article, can you leave me a word? U don't have to sign but leave me a word, like. A, or B .. hahha. so that i know someone do read this :P
(maybe i will pretend like others to leave many comments later, to cheat and cheer me up :P)